What is going on?

lovemedo63 @ 2009-07-24T18:23:00

2009-07-24T22:24:59Z

Ethan,
First you should know that I faked almost every orgasm I ever had in the two years we were together. Even the ones when I first visited Chicago.
Second, you should know that Mike and I were not a one time thing- we were a four month thing. And yes, while I was in Boston, we slept together.

You can suck my balls,
Me.

lovemedo63 @ 2008-03-23T21:50:00

2008-03-24T01:56:00Z

I LOVE CHICAGOOOOO!!!!!!
next year is going to be AWESOME!
54 more days till im done with this hell hole.
oh yeah and i love ethan a lot<33

lovemedo63 @ 2008-02-09T16:06:00

2008-02-09T21:12:04Z

holler.
SOOOO
I got into Columbia College, so I am heading out to Chicago next year...YAYYYY!!!
so i just have to get through this god awful semester here and I should be fine.
Amita and I are working full time at the farms this summer which is going to be AWESOMEEE!
god i cant wait to go home.
Ethan is awesome.
Yay.
hopefully things will keep looking up

lovemedo63 @ 2008-01-12T00:10:00

2008-01-12T05:15:35Z

i just feel like i am completely alone and cant do anything right.
i have no one
im just...gone.
i dunno man.
wherever the fuck home is, i want to be there.

lovemedo63 @ 2008-01-02T23:22:00

2008-01-03T04:23:39Z

I desperately need to know that I belong somewhere.

lovemedo63 @ 2007-11-16T03:49:00

2007-11-16T08:50:26Z

So I lovee college. But I cannot fucking wait to transfer.
Long Island is NOT the place for me.
Boston, here I come.
that, or Chicago?
But I swear to god I'm not chasing Ethan.

Things that make me happy

2007-07-08T04:13:57Z

Sunshine
Driving with the windows down
A good song on the radio
Finding a new song that I can'y stop listening to
Musicians on the street
Seeing old friends from Laurel
Acoustic version of a good song
Working hard
Working hard and having it pay off
Knowing that I finished everything I need to
Laughing so hard it hurts
Old baby pictures
Fun times with my sister
Summer nights when things move slowly
New Beginings
Going outside when it's snowing
Listening to the silence when its snowing
Unexpected kindness
Waking up on Sunday mornings
Long, cold lift rides
Sleeping in
Waking up to rain on the roof on a day you get to sleep in
People that hold the door
People that say "please" and "thank-you"
When the right song comes on shuffle
Going out at night and having a good time
A good hug
Getting out of work early
Road trips in the morning
Getting into your bed with nice, clean sheets
Coming home to a clean room
A penny facing heads up
Making wishes
Cream Cheese
A new outfit
Warm showers
Soup on a cold day
Getting a letter in the mail
Thanksgiving
Family Get-togethers
The boyscout campfire at Laurel
Figuring out the highway
Going for a long run
The drive to the Cape
Refreshing people
Feeling like I fit in
Making plans
Going in after a long day on the beach and finding that you're a shade darker than you were that morning
A Latin reference
Long words
Artwork that encorporates myths from the metamorphoses or the Aeneid
Learning something new
Finding out that someone worked hard and got what they deserved
A good movie
Good music in that movie
Staying after a movie and listening to the music for the closing credits
Black and White pictures

thats about all i can think of right now... : )

lovemedo63 @ 2007-06-18T10:27:00

2007-06-18T14:28:14Z

we're graduating tomorrow!!!!!

lovemedo63 @ 2007-05-27T16:18:00

2007-05-27T20:19:04Z

http://bp3.blogger.com/_a7jkcMVp5Vg/RlibuoSftZI/AAAAAAAAA2k/UcJE36Dk2Eg/s1600-h/foof.jpg

lovemedo63 @ 2007-05-19T22:37:00

2007-05-20T02:39:06Z

So, about that trip to Boston next weekend....and how im going with my favorite group of people....and how im going to be at earthfest....and how im going to see GUSTER.....and MAT KEARNEY!....and about how i just pissed myself just thinking about the acoustic guitar/ jewish/ ecological goodnesssss!

im so pumped!!!!

lovemedo63 @ 2007-05-15T21:59:00

2007-05-16T01:59:27Z

guys=confusing!!!

lovemedo63 @ 2007-05-10T19:24:00

2007-05-10T23:26:42Z

SOOOO
I def. got a Summer rush today, I'm really pumped. DMB concert, OAR, Outer Banks, Beach Trips and all the pre-collegeness...its going to be so much fun. And I'm going to be working 2-3 jobs this summer so i will actually have money to spend...Panera and Rose Dairy are def. looking to hire kel and I which would be awesome, and then we could work Bagelicious on the weekend. I'm just so excited. Life is amazing.

lovemedo63 @ 2007-05-05T10:33:00

2007-05-05T14:36:17Z

prom tonight.....holllllaaa!!!
i know i have good friends when they volunteer to cock-block me haha
im not really sure if i should talk to ethan before tonight.....whatevs. it doesnt seem like he cares too much, nor do i.
im really excited for the beachhhh!!! its going to be really funnnnn!
caitlin FINALLY got to the campsite at like, 9 after going to MA instead? haha. whoops.
anywaysss
im off to get my hair done
byeee!!!

lovemedo63 @ 2007-04-26T20:59:00

2007-04-27T01:00:28Z

I just joined the Hofstra networkkkkk!
and i made new friends
and I AM SOOOOO STOKED FOR COLLLLLEGGEE!!!

lovemedo63 @ 2007-04-25T19:25:00

2007-04-25T23:26:34Z

MY BACKSPACE WORKS!!!!
you dont know this but i just erased a whole entry because i wanted to push it.
im so excited.

Oh yeah, and congrats to everyone for choosing their schools!!
especially nicole, good lord shes going to McGill...you genius, you.
<333

lovemedo63 @ 2007-04-23T17:41:00

2007-04-23T21:44:07Z

Sun is shingingggg
Life is wonderful
I finally officially decided to go to Hofstra and I am really happy about that.
Chiara is going there too, so atleast I will know someone going in.
I'm really excitedddd!

lovemedo63 @ 2007-04-21T16:04:00

2007-04-21T20:10:25Z

So today the most incredible bagelicious moment occured....
This guy comes in, wearing a UVA shirt, my sister says, "hey, I like your shirt! We used to live down there (aka Charlottesville VA)"
Customer: oh us too
Kelly: oh, till when?
Customer: 2000
Kelly: Us too!
Custostomer: where did you live?
Both: Forrest Lakes
Kelly: YEAH! awesome!!! what street?
Customer: Whispering Woods Drive
Kelly: OH MY GAH!!! US TOO!!!!

It turns out that that customer, Ron, was our next door neighbor, and the little babies that he used to roll around in a stoller are all grown up, and he was blown away that the little girls that used to sell lemonade on the corner of the street (us) are almost graduating.

That was probably the most ridiculous thing that has ever happened to me in my life.
I mean, seriously, of all the places to move, Cheshire Ct, from Cville. I mean, come on. And to meat your old neighbor here. It was incredible.

Needless to say, my parents are havbing dinner with them soon.

How ridiculous.

lovemedo63 @ 2007-03-21T21:13:00

2007-03-22T01:14:48Z

I FINISHED EVERYTHINGGGGG!!!!!
scholarship packets (which were a bitch by the wayyyy! who needs sat scored, sar report, teacher reccomenDdations and an essay?)
LAtin projectttt
andddd
math project.
i made a pretty kick ass diorama. not gonna lie.
okay
i have ADD
and im over this
BYEEE

lovemedo63 @ 2007-02-11T19:41:00

2007-02-12T00:47:01Z

It's getting to the point where i cannot wait for college. DOnt get me wrong, I love my friends and my life right now, I just feel like i need a change of scenery. This thing with nick is on its way out, and i just feel like I've been down all these roads before and its time to move on. I want to meet new guys, new people, do new things, break out of my box again and just expand more. For some odd reason I have been leaning towards clark lately. I havent been accepted into Clark or emerson yet, but i think if i were to get into both, i would end up at clark. Who knows. But either way, im over high school and high school drama. I wish college would come now.

lovemedo63 @ 2007-02-10T17:00:00

2007-02-10T22:01:13Z

the things i hear dont match up with the things he says....

lovemedo63 @ 2007-02-06T19:11:00

2007-02-07T00:11:50Z

I love my team.
Even when it is 15 degrees out.

lovemedo63 @ 2007-02-05T14:58:00

2007-02-05T19:58:58Z

This is slow and moving at a pace I can handle. This is what I needed all along.
I figured it out.

lovemedo63 @ 2007-01-31T21:38:00

2007-02-01T02:44:02Z

I can be an nightmare of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

lovemedo63 @ 2007-01-31T18:48:00

2007-01-31T23:48:49Z

oh ps. i dont think i have been happier.

Holy. Crap.

2007-01-31T23:33:42Z

After running around trying to get bibs handed out and doing some busy work for Toby, The most amazing race of the season occured. I have to say, the conditions were prolly the peak of the season. We had some packed powder that stayed in placed and didnt stick at all through the night. That means, No ruts. Shannon started us off with a fucking kick ass run. 24 seconds or something. She doesn't think she will make it to shoot outs, but i think differently. Caroline making huge progress as usual. The boys are just kicking ass. They are def. going to states. What really got me tonight was the girls. I think one girl cut 6 seconds off her score. I dont know if any of you ski race, but good god, that is HUGE! and Liz look freaking amazing. Both she and becky had incredible form and are really starting to utilize the front of their boots and they look GREAT! I just couldnt believe it. Girls were cutting entire seconds off in every direction. I was just thrilled. Oh and Sam! GOOD GOD! he looks great! I am just so happy for everyone! The girls are starting to get the hang of the gate thing and they arent as timid. I am just so proud of all of them!!!!! Next race is thursday night and I cannot wait to see the improvement!
Oh, and you are reading the new ski team managers live journal haha
lame, but im happy to still be a part of it despite my knee injury.